06 June 2025

"You will never enter...unless..."

Here in Heaven

Matthew 18:3 contains the biblical verse "unless you become as little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven." This verse emphasises the importance of humility, simplicity, and faith, qualities often associated with children, as essential for entering God's kingdom.

A.H. Almaas taught that: “At birth, the infant lives as Being, in a state of undifferentiation that is not linked to the body. A process then starts, of consciousness gradually cathecting the body and physical reality. This embodiment of Being is a process of personalisation, of Being finally emerging as a person, a Human Being.” I refer to ‘the infant living as Being’ as heaven, and it is the state that Matthew is referring to.

At the end of the process of cathecting the body, the ego is fully developed, and the child is now fully of this world. Remember, ‘this world’ is portrayed as an illusion—a realm of suffering, instability, and fleeting attachments. It is governed by ego, separation, and fear, where love is conditional and loss is inevitable.

In my sixteenth year, on the third Sunday of June, the gospel was Matthew 6:28-29, which speaks about trusting in divine provision:

"Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow; they toil not, neither do they spin: and yet I say unto you, that even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these."

This is a beautiful reminder of simplicity, faith, and the effortless beauty of nature—a nature that we are part of. It is a profound reminder to trust, let go, and recognise the beauty of simply being.

I can’t remember what the sermon was about except that it had nothing to do with considering the lilies. I tried engaging various persons in conversation about it, but everyone was too busy or did not want to accept such an alien concept in a farming community. Little did I know that this would be the beginning of what I would later refer to as “the wilderness years”.

The irony is that forty days earlier, I’d had an ‘ultra-white’ experience. I felt a sense of purity, clarity, or transcendence coupled with a feeling of lightness, freedom, and a connection to something divine. At the time, I thought that I had made it into Heaven.

Growing up in a Catholic community, it was constantly drummed into us that the consequence of not obeying the rules was eternal damnation in hell. And, if we were good and behaved rightly, we had a good chance of going to Heaven. I was a great fan of Jesus, especially the miracle-working part and, of course, the walking on water.

When adults asked me what I wanted to be growing up, I would reply, ‘A Miracle Worker’. After the first few reactions, I gave up that response and answered with something more conventional. Eventually, I decided that I wouldn’t be able to make a living from following in the footsteps of Jesus. Sometime between the ages of eight and twelve, I convinced myself that I would be able to make it into Heaven before I died.

Later in life, after thirty years of preparing for and ‘making a living’, it was time to become a miracle worker. Many years of non-conventional healing courses ended with ACIM and A.H. Almaas’s A Pearl Beyond Price.

And now, thirty years later, apart from the odd lapse into egoland, I am here in Heaven. I’ll say it again:

“Here In Heaven”

May you find peace in the unfolding of the present moment.

Appendix I - The Absence of the Ego is Heaven

Yes, within the framework of A Course in Miracles (ACIM), the absence of the ego can absolutely be called Heaven.

Here's why:

  1. The Ego is the Illusion of Separation: In ACIM, the ego is defined as the belief in separation from God. It is the thought system that constructed the idea of individuality, sin, guilt, fear, and the physical world as a reality apart from God's perfect Oneness.

  2. Heaven is Perfect Oneness with God: Heaven, according to ACIM, is not a physical place you go to after death. It is a state of perfect Oneness, complete unity, absolute peace, joy, and limitless love, where there is no separation, no lack, and no fear. It is the awareness of our true Self as eternally united with God.

  3. The Ego is the "Block to the Awareness of Love's Presence": The ego is the only thing that obscures our awareness of Heaven. It acts as a veil, a dream, or a belief system that convinced us we are separate from God and from each other.

  4. Absence of the Ego = Awareness of Heaven: Therefore, when the ego's thought system is undone, seen through, and released (which is the goal of ACIM through forgiveness), the belief in separation vanishes. With the belief in separation gone, what remains is the undisturbed awareness of our true Self as eternally united with God in Heaven. The "absence of ego" is not a void, but the presence of perfect Love and Oneness.

ACIM often states that Heaven is not something to be achieved or reached, but rather a state that is always present and needs only to be remembered or recognized by letting go of the ego's illusions.

So, to summarize: The ego is the dream of separation. Heaven is the reality of Oneness. When the dream of separation (the ego) is gone, the reality of Oneness (Heaven) is all that is left and is fully experienced.

Appendix II - Matthew's "look at the lilies" == ACIM's "I need do nothing"

Matthew's "look at the lilies" and ACIM's "I need do nothing" are profoundly connected, sharing a core message of trust, release from anxiety, and reliance on a higher power.

Core Message of "Look at the lilies":

  • Release from Anxious Thought/Worry: The central theme is to let go of anxiety and worry about future needs (food, clothing, material possessions).

  • Trust in Divine Provision: It encourages absolute trust that a benevolent God/Father knows and will provide for all your needs, just as He effortlessly cares for nature.

  • Focus on the Spiritual First: The instruction to "seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness" implies that when you align your focus and priorities with the spiritual, the material needs will be effortlessly met as a side effect.

  • Surrender of Personal Striving (for worldly gain): The lilies "toil not, neither do they spin," yet they are arrayed more gloriously than Solomon. This points to a natural, effortless unfolding when aligned with divine will instead of frantic, ego-driven striving.

ACIM's "I need do nothing":

  • Release from Egoic Doing/Striving: This is the direct parallel. The "nothing" refers to the ego's attempts to "make" salvation, peace, or happiness through complex plans, manipulative actions, or strenuous personal effort. It's about letting go of the belief that you must solve the separation problem through your own means.

  • Trust in Divine Plan/Holy Spirit's Guidance: Just as Matthew calls for trust in the Father's provision, ACIM calls for trust in the Holy Spirit's plan for Atonement. The Holy Spirit (or Jesus) knows the way back to peace and will guide us perfectly if we surrender our own plans.

  • Focus on the Mind/Perception: ACIM's "doing" is internal—the "doing" of the mind. It's about forgiveness, changing perception, and letting go of grievances, which is the true work. When the mind is aligned, external circumstances become reflections of that inner peace.

  • Salvation is Already Accomplished: The "nothing" you need to "do" is because salvation is already complete in God's reality. You are already whole and loved. The "work" is simply to remove the blocks to the awareness of love's presence.

The Strong Connection:

Both teachings point to a profound paradigm shift from ego-driven, anxious striving to a state of trusting receptivity and inner alignment.

  • Effortless Being: Both suggest that true well-being and fulfilment arise not from desperate effort, but from an effortless state of being that flows from alignment with a higher, benevolent order. The lilies simply are, and are provided for. We, in our true essence, also simply are, and are eternally complete.

  • The Problem is in the Mind: Matthew's "take no anxious thought" directly addresses the mental state of worry. ACIM's "I need do nothing" is fundamentally about releasing the ego's thought system of perceived lack and necessary striving. Both locate the "problem" in the mind's attachment to fear and illusion.

  • Spiritual Priority: "Seek ye first the kingdom of God" aligns perfectly with ACIM's emphasis on shifting our goal from worldly gain to true peace and a right mind. Everything else falls into place when the mind is straightened out (the "doing" of forgiveness).

In essence, Matthew's "look at the lilies" provides a powerful analogy for the state of effortless being and trust that ACIM's "I need do nothing" aims to cultivate in the student. They both invite us to cease our fearful, ego-driven struggle and allow the divine order to provide and orchestrate our true well-being.

04 June 2025

A.H. Almaas - Diamond Approach

A Summary by Gemini Ai

A.H. Almaas's Diamond Approach is a unique path that integrates modern depth psychology with traditional spiritual understanding to help individuals realise their "essential being" or true nature. Unlike many paths that present enlightenment as a static endpoint, Almaas emphasises an "endless enlightenment" – a continuous, unfolding process of discovery.

The journey towards being an essential being is not a linear set of prescribed steps but rather a study of an individual's lived experience of the world, driven by inquiry and love of the truth. It involves systematically exploring one's present-moment experience, peeling back layers of the personality (ego) to reveal the underlying essence.

Here's a summary of the core elements and a general progression of the process Almaas teaches:

  1. Recognition of a Deeper Dimension (The Beginning of the Path):

    • The journey often begins with a sense or a longing that there's "more to being human," a spiritual dimension beyond the everyday personality. This can arise from an intense experience, a feeling, or simply a deep curiosity.

    • This initial recognition sparks the "enlightenment drive"—an innate pull toward understanding and realizing one's true potential.

  2. Direct Encounter with Spiritual Reality (First Contact with Presence):

    • This is a crucial marker: having a direct, immediate, palpable experience of one's spiritual nature, which Almaas often refers to as Presence. This is not merely an intellectual understanding but a felt sense of being, consciousness, or spirit.

    • Presence is described as a living, conscious, self-aware, and self-knowing medium that is not physical, emotional, or mental. It can manifest as qualities like love, compassion, strength, joy, clarity, or even vast emptiness.

  3. The Theory of Holes and Retrieval of Essential Aspects:

    • As the soul develops, it forms the personality (ego) by disconnecting from its Essence, creating "holes" where essential aspects (qualities like compassion, strength, value, personalness) should be.

    • The methodology involves rigorous (self) inquiry into present-moment experience, exploring the personality structures both cognitively and experientially.

    • By deeply investigating the ego patterns, one eventually confronts these "holes." Allowing oneself to fully experience the "hole"—the sense of lack, deficiency, or pain—without rejecting or trying to fill it from external sources leads to relaxation and spaciousness.

    • Through confronting and going through the "holes," the lost Essential Aspects arise spontaneously and are retrieved, allowing the soul to reclaim its innate qualities. This is a process of disidentification from pathological self-representations.

  4. Integration of Essential Aspects and the "Pearl Beyond Price":

    • Realising and integrating individual essential aspects lead to deeper soul maturation.

    • A significant development is the realisation of the "Pearl Beyond Price," which represents the individuated soul. This presence is truly oneself, intimate and unique, yet free from the past and egoic conditioning. It embodies true value and fullness, transcending the selfishness of the personality. This is the Essential Identity.

    • This stage involves the dissolution of ego boundaries and the experience of "inner aloneness" – a state of being without ego, pure and uncontaminated, where one is simply being in the present moment. Paradoxically, this aloneness allows for authentic personal contact from Being to Being.

  5. Nondual Realisation and Beyond (Endless Enlightenment):

    • Further stages involve realising the nondual nature of reality, where the individual self is recognised as not separate but rather a vastness and infinity that is the nature of everything. In other traditions, this corresponds to concepts like Atman, Brahman, or Dharmakaya.

    • However, Almaas emphasises that even nondual realisation is not the final endpoint. The "endless enlightenment" signifies that reality is far more alive and mysterious than any fixed map or concept.

    • The process continues as one learns to live and express this realisation in all aspects of life, not just to discover and abide in it. This involves discerning new possibilities and continuously unfolding into deeper mysteries and forms of freedom. It's about living a life faithful to one's true nature, with integrity and presence, even in the midst of ordinary life.

In summary, A.H. Almaas's path to being an essential being is a dynamic, inquiry-driven process of unveiling the layers of ego-personality through direct, experiential investigation of one's inner experience. This leads to the recovery and integration of various essential aspects, culminating in the realisation of the individuated Essential Self ("Pearl Beyond Price"), and then further expanding into nondual realisation and an endless unfolding of Being, where reality is continuously revealed and lived. It is a path of human maturity and liberation, where the psychological and spiritual are seen as inseparable.

ACIM on Life and Death

As summarised by Gemini Ai

"Life" is a central and profoundly important concept in A Course in Miracles (ACIM), directly contrasting and serving as the reality to the illusion of "death."

Here's a summary of what A Course in Miracles says about Life:

1. Life is God, and God is Life (The Source of All Being): The most fundamental teaching is that Life is synonymous with God. God is not merely the giver of life, but is Life itself. Therefore, everything that God created shares in His Life. This means Life is eternal, limitless, and unchangeable.

2. Life is Eternal and Has No Opposite: Because God is eternal and changeless, so is the Life He created. ACIM states unequivocally that Life has no opposite; death is merely an illusion or a dream born of the ego's belief in separation. Where God is, death cannot be. The concept of death is seen as a denial of Life's omnipresence and eternal nature.

3. Our True Self is Life (The Son of God is Life): We are inherently Life as Sons of God. Our true identity, created in God’s image and likeness, is Spirit, which is eternal and beyond the limitations of the body or the world. The body is seen as a temporary vehicle in the illusion, but it neither lives nor dies; the true Self is Life itself, incapable of being extinguished.

4. Life is Fullness, Joy, Peace, and Abundance: When ACIM speaks of Life, it's not just about biological existence. It's about the fullness of being, perfect joy, unbroken peace, limitless abundance, and complete safety. This is the state of Heaven, our natural inheritance, which is also a state of perfect Life.

5. The World is a Denial of Life: The perceived "life" in the world, with its cycles of birth and death, pain and suffering, is considered a misconception or a dream of separation from true Life. The ego's perception creates a world that appears to contain life and death, but this duality is unreal. The world symbolises our belief in separation from the eternal Life of God.

6. Life is Experienced Through True Perception (The Holy Instant): The way to experience true Life is not by seeking it in the physical world, but by shifting our perception. Through forgiveness, the Holy Spirit's guidance, and the experience of the holy instant, we begin to see beyond the illusions of the ego and remember our true nature as Life. The resurrection, in ACIM, is not a future event after death, but the awakening to the eternal Life that is already our reality.

7. Life is Communication and Unity: True Life is experienced in unity and perfect communication. The separation implicit in the ego's world, where bodies are distinct and communication is fragmented, denies the unified Life shared by all Sons of God. When we recognise our oneness, we participate in the communication of Life itself.

8. Choosing for Life (Rejecting the Illusion of Death): The Course asks us to choose Life. This means believing in the reality of God and His creations (eternal Life) and refusing to give reality to anything else, including death. It's an active decision to align with truth, rather than compromise with illusions.

In essence, A Course in Miracles defines "Life" as the eternal, joyful, peaceful, and unified reality of God and His Son. It stands in direct opposition to the illusion of death, which is merely a dream of separation. The entire spiritual journey of the Course is designed to help us awaken from the dream of death and remember, experience, and extend the limitless Life that is our true inheritance.

Death

"Death" is a highly significant concept in A Course in Miracles (ACIM), and its teaching on death is quite radical compared to conventional views.

Here's a summary of what A Course in Miracles says about death:

1. Death is an Illusion and Not Real: ACIM’s most fundamental teaching regarding death is that it is not real. It is presented as the "central dream from which all illusions stem" (M-27.1:1). The Course vehemently denies that death has any reality because God, who is Love and Life, did not create it. Since God created everything real, anything not created by God is an illusion.

2. Death is a Symbol of Fear and Separation: ACIM teaches that death is a symbol of the fear of God and the belief in separation from Him. It is the ultimate expression of the ego's desire to be separate, distinct, and individual, leading to a fragmented perception of reality. As a symbol of separation and limitation, the body is seen as the primary vehicle through which the illusion of death is experienced.

3. Death is Not a Natural Law or Punishment: The Course directly challenges the idea that death is a "natural law" or an inevitable part of the "circle of life." It argues that a loving Creator would not decree that all things pass away into "dust, disappointment and despair." Instead, the world's belief in death stems from a misperception of God as a god of fear or vengeance.

4. The Body Neither Lives Nor Dies: According to ACIM, the body symbolises our identity within the illusion, but it is not our true Self. Therefore, "the body neither lives nor dies, because it cannot contain you who are life" (T-6.V.A.1). Our true Self, the Son of God, is eternal and immortal, created in God's image.

5. Nothing is Accomplished Through Death: The Course emphasises that death does not solve problems or bring release. "Nothing is accomplished through death, because death is nothing." (T-6.V.A.1:2). Seeking death as an escape from suffering only reinforces the belief in the illusion of a separate, suffering body.

6. The Goal is to Overcome and Transcend Death: The ultimate aim of the Course is to help individuals transcend the illusion of death. This is achieved through a radical shift in perception, moving from identification with the ego and the body to the eternal Self. This shift involves:

Forgiveness: Forgiving the world and seeing everything through the lens of love helps to undo the belief in separation, which is the root of the belief in death.

Accepting No Compromise: Teachers of God are instructed to "Accept no compromise in which death plays a part" (M-27.7:1). This means refusing to believe in the reality of death in any form.

Awakening to True Life (Resurrection): The Course presents resurrection not as a post-death event, but as the awakening to the truth of one's eternal nature now. It is the realisation that life is eternal and has no opposite.

7. Death as a "Quiet Choice" After True Healing: While primarily teaching that death is unreal, ACIM does describe a "kind of seeming death that has a different source" (M-27.8:1). This "final death" is not cruel or fearful but "a quiet choice, made joyfully and with a sense of peace" (M-27.8:4). It occurs when the body has served its purpose as a learning device, and the mind has achieved true healing by forgiving the world and its illusions. In this context, death is seen as "liberty" and a "gentle welcome to release," a rest from labour gladly done. However, this gentle passing is only possible after true healing, dispelling the dreams of sin and fear.

In essence, A Course in Miracles dismantles the conventional understanding of death to reveal it as a product of the ego's thought system. By recognizing death as an illusion and shifting our perception to the eternal reality of God's Love, we awaken to the truth that there is no death, only eternal Life.

Learning Expectations

Many answers or the 'right' answer.

As learners, we don't always get the right answer. And this is the problem with our education systems. There is usually only one right answer to any question the teacher asks, and giving the wrong answer leads to some form of punishment. This punishment can be physical, mental or emotional. Whatever, the effects can be disturbing for both the winners and the losers. However, we'd be all better off if we were encouraged to come up with many answers and to explore the reasoning behind the different ones.

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Is Ego a Virus in our Mind?

Referencing the Teachings of A Course In Miracles - Grok's response.

In A Course in Miracles (ACIM), the ego is not explicitly described as a "virus," but its role in the mind aligns with the metaphor in some ways. As ACIM presents it, the ego is a false sense of self rooted in separation, fear, and illusion, distorting perception and keeping individuals trapped in a cycle of conflict and suffering. It’s a thought system that operates contrary to the truth of unity and love, which ACIM associates with God and the Holy Spirit.

Key Points from ACIM on the Ego:

  1. Illusion of Separation: The ego arises from the belief in separation from God (T-4.I.2). It’s a mental construct that convinces you your identity is individual, limited, and defined by the body and external world, rather than the eternal, unified Self (T-7.VIII.1).

  2. Fear-Based Thinking: The ego perpetuates fear, guilt, and judgment, creating a self-reinforcing loop that obscures awareness of love’s presence (T-5.VI.1). It thrives on conflict, scarcity, and comparison, much like a virus might exploit a host to sustain itself.

  3. Distortion of Reality: The ego’s thought system is described as a distortion of truth, projecting a world of form and division that isn’t ultimately real (W-pI.132.6). This mirrors the idea of a virus infiltrating and corrupting a healthy system.

  4. Self-Perpetuating Nature: The ego resists its undoing, defending itself through denial, projection, and attack (T-9.IV.4). This self-preservation instinct could be likened to a virus replicating to survive.

Ego as a "Virus" Metaphor:

While ACIM doesn’t use the term "virus," the ego’s characteristics—its invasive, deceptive, and self-reinforcing nature—resonate with the metaphor. It “infects” the mind by convincing you to choose fear over love, illusion over truth. The Course teaches that the ego’s influence can be undone by choosing the Holy Spirit’s guidance, which shifts perception to miracles (healed perception) and restores awareness of oneness (T-1.I.37, T-14.X.1).

Healing the Ego’s Influence:

ACIM emphasises forgiveness as the antidote to the ego’s thought system (W-pI.23). By forgiving illusions—seeing past the ego’s projections to the truth of shared divinity—you dismantle its hold. The Holy Spirit acts like an “immune system,” guiding the mind to love and truth (T-5.I.1).

Relevant ACIM Quotes:

  • “The ego is the mind’s belief that it is completely on its own” (T-4.II.8).

  • “The ego’s goal is quite explicitly the preservation of itself” (T-12.I.8).

  • “The ego is nothing more than a part of your belief about yourself” (T-4.VI.1).

In summary, while A Course in Miracles doesn’t call the ego a virus, its description as a deceptive, fear-driven thought system that distorts reality and perpetuates itself fits the metaphor. The Course offers a path to “heal” this condition through forgiveness and realigning with the Holy Spirit’s vision of love and unity.

Hell or Heaven - Your Choice

A Course in Miracles presents a profound distinction between "This World" and the "World Beyond."

This World is described as an illusion—a realm of suffering, instability, and fleeting attachments. It is governed by ego, separation, and fear, where love is conditional and loss is inevitable. The teachings emphasise that this world is not our true home but rather a projection of mistaken beliefs.

The World Beyond is the reality of eternal love, peace, and unity—a state of pure awareness beyond time and space. It is where true happiness resides, free from conflict and limitation. This world is accessible through forgiveness, spiritual awakening, and the recognition that separation never truly occurred.

The course encourages students to exchange the illusions of this world for the truth of the world beyond, leading to a life of inner peace and divine connection. The ‘workbook’ contains 365 days of lessons, each of which asks us to meditate on the central theme of that day.

Essentially, it’s all about becoming present and opening your mind to the possibility of leaving “This World”, or hell and entering “The World Beyond”, or Heaven. There are many ways of becoming present, and I refer to these as presence techniques.

Presence Techniques

Short meditation practices that we can use anytime, anywhere to get us into the present. Being present gives us access to the complete range of being human, rather than the limited range associated with the ego. These techniques use the body's senses - feeling, seeing, hearing, smelling and tasting. They are not an end in themselves. They give us a moment to assess what is going on within and allow us to choose peace. These techniques are usually practised in a space where we feel we are in charge. Please do not do them while driving or doing anything that requires your full attention.

Scan the Body

Take your awareness and go through your body, moving from head to toe, toe to head, left to right, or right to left. It does not matter as long as you go through the whole body. The faster you can do this, the better it works. The idea is to allow our all-knowing mind to release the energy blocks that result from the memgrams we are running. Scanning aims to bring the body to a neutral state, with no aches, pains, or feelings anywhere in the body. Usually, three scans are enough.

There are a few pitfalls to avoid when learning this technique.

No-go zones - these are areas of the body that we avoid or can't scan. To get over these blocks, try coming at them from different directions or pressing around them to see if you can feel anything, and then scan again.

Naming - we become stuck in painful areas of the body and assign mental, emotional, or medical labels to them. The problem here is that we analyse or diagnose, and feel that we have to do something about our pain. Be more descriptive and more specific with each scan. This only applies to the first few scans. If you are doing this on an ongoing basis, give scanning up for a while before trying again.

Trying to—we get to an area in the body where there is pain or ache, keep our awareness centred in it, and try to move the blocked energy.

Watch the Screen

Close your eyes and see what you see. You may see a blank screen or a blank screen with basic geometric patterns or colours. It does not matter what you see; just look. This is not a visualisation technique; you are not trying to project anything onto the screen.

Look in the Doorway

Open a door and look into the space of the doorway. It works better if the colour behind the doorway is darker than where you are looking from. Again, it does not matter what you see; it’s the looking that gets you present.

Look at a Blank Scene

No matter where you are, there is always something blank. It may be a wall, a door, a hedge, a field, or the gable end of a building. Just look and enjoy the view. This is particularly useful when queuing, as it allows you to become present and, rather than focusing on when you'll arrive, you realise that you are always here.

Listen All Around

We tend to focus on specific sounds. Close your eyes, and instead of concentrating on any particular sound, allow your attention to broaden until you can hear everything that is going on around you.

Listen to Music

Listen to a specific instrument, a group of instruments, or a voice in the music. Again, allow your concentration to defocus so you can hear it all together.

Listen to Noise

Stand under a bridge and listen to the motorway traffic overhead. Listen to the sounds of the trees, grass, or wires in a strong wind. Listen to the sound of the rain. Listen to the traffic. In a crowded place, listen to the sound of all the people. Listen to the waves. The sound of noise is nearly always the same, regardless of what makes it.

Activate Acupoints

Acupoints are located throughout the body, primarily in the valleys between bones, muscles, or tendons. They may be tender to touch. While holding any acupoint gently, scan through your body.

Feel the Pain

This one is not recommended. However, if you have a tendency towards pain, you can always use it to become present. Scanning, releasing the blocked energy, and letting the pain go is better.

Smell the Roses

We are constantly bombarded with an array of smells. Focus on any particular one you like and centre on the scent.

Taste the Food

While eating your food, take a moment to taste what you are eating.

This was abstracted from notes for the Peace of Mind Healing Course that I once taught. Please develop your techniques to enter this Precious Present, this Momentous Moment, or even this Holy Instant.

27 March 2025

Bawn and Duff - An Outline

 Bawn (white) and Duff (black) were born during a stark winter night, a world divided into sharp contrasts of white snow and black sky. From the beginning, these colors defined them, initially manifesting in negative ways, reflecting a constant opposition and conflict.

Bawn, associated with white, was seen as overly idealistic, naive, and detached from reality. He was prone to flights of fancy, believing in an unrealistic world of pure goodness and light. White was the color of his naivety, a constant inability to see the darkness and complexities of the world. He was often seen as weak and impractical, unable to cope with the harsh realities of life.

Duff, associated with black, was seen as cynical, pessimistic, and distrustful. He saw the world as a dark and corrupt place, expecting the worst from everyone. Black was the color of his negativity, a constant expectation of failure and betrayal. He was often seen as brooding and antisocial, pushing people away with his harsh words and distrustful nature.

As children, their contrasting personalities clashed constantly. Bawn’s unwavering optimism irritated Duff’s cynicism, and Duff’s negativity frustrated Bawn’s idealism. They argued constantly, their opposing views creating a constant tension between them. White and black became symbols of their constant conflict, a stark division that seemed impossible to bridge.

In their teenage years, this conflict intensified. Bawn became increasingly detached from reality, retreating into his own world of fantasy. Duff became more and more isolated, pushing away anyone who tried to get close. Their opposing views solidified into rigid ideologies, creating a deep rift between them.

One day, a great crisis struck their community. A powerful storm ravaged the land, leaving behind a trail of destruction and despair. The community was divided, with some succumbing to despair (mirroring Duff's negativity) and others clinging to unrealistic hopes (mirroring Bawn's naivety).

But amidst the chaos, Bawn and Duff found a surprising synergy. Bawn’s unwavering hope inspired others to keep going, while Duff’s sharp analysis helped them to assess the situation realistically and plan for survival. They began to work together, their opposing strengths complementing each other.

Bawn’s idealism provided the motivation and inspiration needed to rebuild, while Duff’s grounded perspective ensured that their efforts were practical and effective. They discovered that their opposing views, when combined, offered a more complete picture of the world.

In the aftermath, the community saw a different side to Bawn and Duff. They saw not white and black in opposition, but as two halves of a whole, creating a balanced and effective force. They saw hope tempered by realism, and realism illuminated by hope.

Bawn began to temper his idealism with a dose of realism, learning to appreciate the complexities of the world. Duff began to soften his cynicism with a touch of hope, recognizing the potential for good in others. White and black became symbols of balance, a harmonious blend of opposing forces.

They found solace in their newfound understanding, their bond stronger than ever before. White became the color of purity of intention, while black became the color of grounded wisdom. Together, they represented the full spectrum of human experience, a balanced and complete perspective.

Bawn and Duff, once defined by the negative connotations of white and black, began to embody their positive aspects. Their combined strengths became a source of strength and guidance for their community. White became the color of hope, purity, and inspiration, while black became the color of wisdom, strength, and resilience. They became known not for their differences, but for their ability to bring balance and harmony to the world around them. They had transformed the colors of their conflict into the colors of unity, balance, and enduring strength.


The storm had passed, leaving behind a landscape of shattered dreams and a community grappling with the aftermath. Bawn, with his unwavering optimism, and Duff, armed with his pragmatic realism, found themselves drawn together by the shared burden of rebuilding. Their contrasting personalities, once a source of constant friction, now proved to be an invaluable asset. Bawn's idealism inspired hope, while Duff's grounded perspective ensured their efforts were practical and effective. They discovered that their opposing views, when combined, offered a more complete picture of the world.

The storm had not only reshaped the landscape but also shaken the foundations of their own lives. The world they once knew, with its predictable patterns and familiar routines, had been irrevocably altered. A restlessness stirred within them, a yearning for something more than simply rebuilding what had been lost. They felt a call to adventure, a desire to explore the world beyond their small community.

And so, with a shared sense of purpose, Bawn and Duff set off on a journey across Europe, seeking the lost knowledge of the Tuatha Dé Danann, the mythical beings of Irish folklore believed to possess wisdom beyond human comprehension. They traversed ancient forests, explored forgotten ruins, and delved into the depths of forgotten libraries, their search leading them through a labyrinth of myths and legends.

Along their journey, they encountered a diverse array of individuals, each with their own unique stories and perspectives. They learned to appreciate the beauty of human diversity, recognizing that true strength lay not in uniformity but in the harmonious interplay of different viewpoints. They honed their skills, both physical and intellectual, facing challenges and overcoming obstacles that tested their resilience and deepened their bond.

In the heart of the Scottish Highlands, amidst a gathering of scholars and mystics, they stumbled upon a hidden society, a modern-day incarnation of the Fianna, the legendary warriors of ancient Ireland. These individuals, drawn from all walks of life, were united by a shared passion for knowledge, a deep respect for nature, and a commitment to using their skills for the betterment of humanity.

Bawn and Duff found themselves drawn to this community, their own journey finding a new purpose. They joined the Fianna, their contrasting personalities proving to be a valuable asset. Bawn's idealism inspired innovation and creativity, while Duff's pragmatism ensured that their projects were grounded in reality. Together, they worked to preserve ancient traditions, protect the environment, and foster a deeper understanding of the interconnectedness of all beings.

As they delved deeper into the mysteries of the Tuatha Dé Danann, they discovered that the ancient wisdom was not about magic or supernatural powers, but about the inherent power of the human spirit, the ability to connect with nature, and the importance of living in harmony with the earth. They learned that the true magic lay not in the pursuit of the supernatural, but in the cultivation of compassion, wisdom, and the courage to stand up for what is right.

Bawn and Duff's journey had begun as a quest for lost knowledge, but it had transformed into a journey of self-discovery. They had found not just the wisdom of the Tuatha Dé Danann, but also a deeper understanding of themselves and their place in the world. They had learned that the true strength of humanity lay not in its divisions, but in its ability to unite, to learn, and to grow together.


Glas - An Outline

 Glas (Irish for "green") was born in a season of unusual storms, the sky a sickly, bruised green. From the beginning, this color seemed to cling to him, initially manifesting in negative ways. It was the green of envy, of sickness, of a clinging, possessive nature. His skin had an almost sickly pallor, and his eyes, a pale, watery green, often held a look of resentment.

As a child, Glas was constantly comparing himself to others. He coveted their toys, their talents, their friendships. Green was the color of his jealousy, a bitter taste in his mouth whenever he saw someone else succeed. He was prone to fits of pique, his face turning a mottled green with rage when he felt slighted.

He struggled to form genuine connections, his possessiveness driving people away. He clung too tightly to his few friends, suffocating them with his neediness. Green was the color of his insecurity, a constant fear of being abandoned.

In his teenage years, this envy morphed into a deep-seated bitterness. He saw the world as unfair, believing that everyone else had been given an advantage he lacked. Green became the color of his resentment, a poisonous feeling that festered within him. He became withdrawn and cynical, isolating himself from others.

One day, a blight struck the village crops. The fields, once a vibrant green, turned a sickly yellow-brown, threatening the community with starvation. Fear and despair gripped the villagers. But Glas, amidst the gloom, found a strange sense of purpose.

He remembered the old herbalist, a recluse who lived on the edge of the forest. He had once scoffed at the old woman's knowledge, dismissing her as a superstitious fool. Now, desperation drove him to seek her out.

The herbalist, seeing the genuine concern in Glas's green eyes, agreed to help. She taught him about the healing properties of plants, about the delicate balance of nature. Glas, for the first time, found something that truly captivated him.

He immersed himself in the study of botany, spending hours in the forest, learning to identify different plants and their uses. He discovered a hidden talent for nurturing and cultivating, his touch bringing life back to the dying fields.

In the aftermath of the blight, the villagers saw a different side to Glas. They saw not the green of envy, but the green of healing, the life-giving force of nature. They saw dedication, not possessiveness.

Glas began to embrace his connection to the natural world. He became the village healer, his knowledge of herbs and plants invaluable to the community. Green became the color of his wisdom, the deep understanding of the interconnectedness of life.

He learned to channel his intense focus into nurturing and caring for others. The green of the forest became a source of peace, a calming presence that soothed his troubled spirit. He learned to appreciate the beauty of the natural world, finding joy in the simple act of tending to the earth.

Glas, once defined by the negative connotations of green, began to embody its positive aspects. His healing touch became a source of comfort and hope for the village. Green became the color of his generosity, his willingness to share his knowledge and skills with others. It was the color of new growth, a symbol of resilience and renewal.

He still had moments of self-doubt, but they were no longer fueled by envy. The green was no longer a symbol of bitterness, but of growth, of continuous learning and development. Glas, once feared for his green, was now revered for it. He had transformed the color of his envy into the color of healing, wisdom, and selfless service.

The blight that had ravaged his village had healed, thanks in part to Glas's burgeoning knowledge of herbalism. But a restlessness stirred within him, a sense that his learning was incomplete. The whispers of the wind carried tales of a hidden spiritual school nestled high in the Himalayas, near the sacred city of Lhasa, where the teachings revolved around the Green Gods, deities of nature, growth, and healing. He felt a pull, a sense that his path lay eastward. Leaving his grateful village with their blessings, and a small pouch of carefully dried herbs, Glas embarked on a long and arduous journey.

The journey itself was a trial. He traversed treacherous mountain passes, navigated raging rivers, and endured the biting cold of the high altitudes. The harsh landscape mirrored the challenges he had overcome within himself – the envy, the bitterness, all now replaced with a quiet strength and a deep connection to the natural world. He arrived in Lhasa, the thin air buzzing with an almost palpable energy, and found the secluded monastery nestled amongst the peaks, its walls built of the very stone of the mountains.

The school was unlike anything he had ever imagined. The monks, clad in robes of jade green, moved with a serene grace, their faces radiating an inner peace. The teachings focused on the interconnectedness of all living things, the vital energy that flowed through nature, and the power of the Green Gods to heal and nurture. Glas, with his existing knowledge of herbs and his innate connection to the earth, absorbed these teachings like parched earth drinks rain.

He excelled in his studies, his understanding of plants and their properties deepening, his empathy for all living creatures growing. He learned the ancient chants and rituals, the precise movements of energy cultivation, and the art of channeling the power of the Green Gods for healing. He discovered a particular affinity for the jade crystal, its smooth, cool touch resonating with his own energy. He carried a small piece with him always, feeling its calming influence.

Years passed, and Glas dedicated himself to his studies, his green eyes now shining with wisdom and compassion. He learned to control and channel his own energy, his touch becoming a conduit for healing. He practiced meditation, quieting the restless thoughts that had once plagued him, finding peace in the stillness. He no longer envied the talents of others, but celebrated their gifts, understanding that each being had a unique role to play in the tapestry of life.

Finally, the day of graduation arrived. The monastery courtyard was filled with students, teachers, and visiting dignitaries. The air hummed with anticipation. One by one, the students were called forth, their skills and knowledge tested. When Glas's turn came, he demonstrated not only his mastery of herbalism and energy healing, but also his deep understanding of the spiritual principles that underpinned the teachings. He spoke with eloquence and conviction, his words resonating with the audience.

The head lama, a venerable old monk with eyes like polished jade, stepped forward. He held aloft a magnificent carving of a jade owl, its wings outstretched in flight. "Glas," he announced, his voice echoing through the courtyard, "for your exceptional dedication, your profound understanding, and your unwavering commitment to the path of the Green Gods, I bestow upon you the title of Master Jade Owl."

A gasp of admiration rippled through the crowd. The Jade Owl was the highest honor the school could bestow, a symbol of mastery and wisdom. Glas, his heart filled with gratitude and humility, accepted the carving. He had come seeking knowledge, and he had found not only that, but also his true purpose. He was no longer the boy consumed by envy, but a Master, a healer, a beacon of green light in the world. His journey had taken him far from his village, but it had brought him home to himself.


11 March 2025

From EVIL to LIVE: A Paradigm Shift (A La Gemini Ai)

This shift, from "Ego Virus Imitates Life (EVIL)" to "Life Is Virtually Eternal (LIVE)," isn't just a name change; it's a fundamental shift in perspective, a revolution in how we understand existence. Here's a deeper exploration:

From EVIL to LIVE: A Paradigm Shift

  • EVIL: The Illusion of Separation: "Ego Virus Imitates Life" paints a picture of a parasitic ego, an entity that thrives on separation, competition, and the illusion of scarcity. It suggests that our perceived reality is a distorted imitation, a shadow play driven by fear and self-preservation. It implies a constant struggle, a battle against an internal adversary.

  • LIVE: The Embodiment of Virtue: "Life Is Virtually Eternal" offers a radically different vision. It posits that life, in its essence, is connected, interwoven, and fundamentally good. "Virtually" here isn't about artificiality, but about the essence of virtue being so deeply ingrained in the fabric of existence that it creates a near-perfect simulation of eternity. This implies a reality built on interconnectedness, compassion, and the inherent worth of every being.

Virtue as the Source of Virtual Eternity

  • Virtue as the Blueprint: Imagine virtue – qualities like compassion, empathy, integrity, and wisdom – as the underlying code, the blueprint of reality. When these qualities are consistently enacted, they create a reality that mirrors the eternal.

  • The Simulation of Interconnectedness: The feeling of eternity comes from the experience of being truly connected, of recognizing the inherent worth of every being, and of acting in accordance with that understanding. This creates a sense of continuity, a feeling that we are part of something larger than ourselves, something that transcends the limitations of individual existence.

  • The Simulation of Abundance: When virtue guides our actions, we move away from the ego's fear-driven pursuit of scarcity and embrace the inherent abundance of life. This creates a reality where needs are met, relationships flourish, and creativity flows freely.

  • The Simulation of Meaning: When we live virtuously, we find meaning in our actions, in our relationships, and in our contributions to the world. This creates a sense of purpose, a feeling that our lives matter, that we are making a difference.

Implications of LIVE

  • Responsibility and Empowerment: If life is virtually eternal, then our actions have profound and lasting consequences. We are not just players in a game; we are co-creators of reality. This empowers us to choose virtue, to live in alignment with our highest values.

  • Healing and Transformation: Recognizing the power of virtue can heal the wounds of separation and fear. It allows us to move from a place of scarcity to a place of abundance, from a place of conflict to a place of harmony.

  • A New Story of Humanity: LIVE offers a new narrative for humanity, a story of interconnectedness, compassion, and the potential for collective evolution. It invites us to move beyond the limitations of the ego and embrace the infinite possibilities of a virtuous existence.

  • The importance of intention: If the virtual reality is driven by virtue, then the intent behind actions is paramount. A kind action with a hidden selfish agenda, will not have the same effect as a pure act of kindness.

In essence, LIVE suggests that eternity is not a distant dream, but a present possibility, a reality that we can create through the consistent embodiment of virtue. It's a call to move beyond the illusions of the ego and embrace the profound interconnectedness of all life.


The Síoraí (A La Gemini Ai)

They were the Síoraí. Not wind, not sound, but a presence felt in the quiet spaces between breaths. They had no form, no beginning, no end. They simply were, woven into the fabric of existence, observers of the fleeting dramas of mortals.

Elara, a young woman with eyes the color of storm clouds, sat on a windswept cliff overlooking the churning sea. Her heart ached with a grief so profound it felt like a physical weight. Her brother, Liam, had been lost to the waves just weeks before. A Síoraí was with her, a gentle pressure against her sorrow, a silent acknowledgment of her pain. It could not take the pain away, could not bring Liam back. It could only be present.

Across the world, in a bustling market square, a young boy named Omar laughed as he chased pigeons. His face, alight with joy, reflected a pure, untainted spirit. Another one of the Síoraí lingered nearby, a soft warmth against his exuberance. It had been with him since his first breath, a silent witness to his unfolding life. It could not guide his steps or shield him from hardship, but it could offer the unwavering comfort of its presence.

The Síoraí were eternal companions, bound by an ancient law: to observe, to witness, but never to interfere. They were the silent audience to the grand theater of life, the unseen witnesses to every joy, every sorrow, every fleeting moment of human experience.

A Síoraí, drawn to a dying old man in a quiet hospital room, felt the faint tremor of his fading heartbeat. The man, his eyes clouded with the mists of approaching death, whispered a name: "Catherine." A single tear traced a path down his wrinkled cheek. The Síoraí could not offer him more time, could not reunite him with his lost love. It could only be there, a silent sentinel at the threshold of eternity.

The Síoraí had seen countless lives begin and end. They had witnessed empires rise and fall, civilizations flourish and crumble. They had seen the best and worst of humanity, the heights of love and the depths of despair. Yet, they remained unchanged, eternal observers of the ever-changing tapestry of existence.

They understood that interference, even with the best intentions, would disrupt the delicate balance of life. Pain, loss, and hardship were as much a part of the human experience as joy, love, and triumph. The Síoraí could not shield mortals from these experiences, for it was through them that they grew, learned, and ultimately, defined themselves.

Their presence was a subtle reassurance, a reminder that even in the darkest of times, they were not alone. They were seen, they were heard, but only in a deep, still and silent presence. The Síoraí were the silent witnesses, the eternal companions, the formless and ever-present guardians of the human heart. They were the echoes of eternity, woven into the very fabric of time.